This year i told myself that i wasnt going to be pushed around and i would speak what i feel to a certain degree, to leave my concious clear and have no regrets…..this is easier said then done.
Being honest has there consequences as well, opening up your feelings and sharing your emotions can be harmful not to the person as i would never intentionally do that but to yourself.
I have always been a sucker and wear my heart on my sleeve, i put to much into things and i am always the person that helps others. I thought by sharing my feelings to others and being open i would be able to build a resilience for constructive criticism but again i am left in a ball of emotions not being able to handle them.
The reason i am sharing this is because i feel that my blog allows me to be able to share my feelings without targeting anyone and maybe people may feel the same way i sometimes feel.
It also allows me to think that i am not alone !!!
I suppose my anxiety does not help the situation or my depression which i thought i was doing so much better and was not needing any medication to help me…. but i have to keep on trying !!!!!
Sometimes life gives you lemons and you have to make lemonade…..i think this past fortnight i have had sour lemons because my lemonade sucks !!!
Blog to come on my sour fortnight !!!